im in chicago right now... i came to get away but i kind of wish i had stayed home. more on that later...

so im laying in my bed thinking about the horrible day i had yesterday and how unfair it all was. and i just keep asking myself, does he hate me that much? im a good BM. but im not gonna be one anymore. a lot of things are bout to change.

Rihanna & Chris Brown

http://omg.yahoo.com/news/lapd-detectives-affidavit-details-alleged-beating-by-chris-brown-of-rihanna/19660

Let me just say that BOTH of them disgust me - Rihanna moreso than Chris. I mean, yeah, he beat her up. And I would have been on her side, had she chosen to leave him. But she's going back to him! What?! How stupid can you be?

Rihanna, you are supposed to be a role model. And you're sending the message that it is perfectly acceptable for your boyfriend to beat on you, as long as he apologizes afterwards. *rolls eyes*

All I can say is, she must not love herself at all. Why would you stick around and put up with that? And in another article she says, "When he hits me, he's a beast." So... this isn't the first time this has happened, and probably not the second. I just don't get it. Women all over the world have stood up and spoken out against their husbands/boyfriends beating them up, all so that OUR generation wouldn't feel that we had to put up with it. And here goes this dummy, setting us back another few years. Women have left their husbands of 10 years! Men that they have KIDS with! Ugh, I just don't get it. She is weak and should be ashamed of herself. Later on down the road there will probably be another story of him hitting her and I'm not even going to care. Anything from here on out is her fault.

That article really pissed me off...

A Quick Thought

So today, my first love told me that I was HIS first love! I didn't know that... it made me feel good tho. It's nice to know that I was somebody's first experience with love, and I didn't ruin it for them. Lol.

Will add more to that later...