Somebody Once Told Me, "Your Anger Will be the Death of You..."

On January 3rd, 2009, I predicted that he would start dating this girl. He vehemently denied it but I knew it. Call it womens' intuition or whatever.

I have come to the conclusion that in order to really start getting over him, I have to get rid of this anger. I've tried writing.... it helps but the pain and rage is still there. So I'm going to take up kickboxing. I wish I could be like Keyshia Cole and just go to the gun range, lol.

I'm just SICK of this. It's like no matter what I do, I'm thinking about him. I just want to get out of here! I was offered a coaching position in New Zealand, lmao. I seriously thought about taking it but then I realized that was another country... but then I thought about it some more... and I decided that I would keep thinking about it.

I don't know what else to say right now. I just can't wait for my kickboxing class to start on Monday.