Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Wow.

Talk about irony. The day after I start this blog, he sends me a 6 page e-mail. It wasn't good or bad, it was just about his feelings. But that messed me up. I haven't cried in a while. And as soon as I started reading, it was like nothing had changed. I don't want to be this way. I'm not going to keep crying all the time. I just want to get over him.

It hurts because so many times I asked him for this. And now, out of nowhere, here it is. Right after I convinced myself I didn't need it.

Now my brain is like !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't even know what to do right now. I don't want to feel pain ANYMORE. I just want to be happy. Is that too much to ask?

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